A few times a year, I have the opportunity to speak at our high school's chapel service. The most recent opportunity came last week, and I spent a lot of time prior to then praying and planning where to go with it. I finally decided to build the message around the song "Jesus, Jesus" by Noah Gunderson. Hardly a Christian radio worship tune, this song is a millennial anthem for those raised in American evangelicalism. The lyrics go as follows:
Jesus, Jesus, could you tell me what the problem is
With the world and all the people in it?
Because I've been hearing stories about the end of the world
But I'm in love with a girl and I don't wanna leave her
And the television screams such hideous things
They're talking about the war on the radio
They say the whole thing's gonna blow
And we will all be left alone
No we'll be dead and we won't know what hit us
Jesus, Jesus, if you're up there won't you hear me
‘Cause I've been wondering if you're listening for quite a while
And Jesus, Jesus, it's such a pretty place we live in
And I know we fucked it up, please be kind
Don't let us go out like the dinosaurs
Or blown to bits in a third world war
There are a hundred different things I'd still like to do
I'd like to climb to the top of the Eiffel Tower
Look up from the ground at a meteor shower
And maybe even raise a family
Jesus, Jesus, there are those that say they love you
But they have treated me so goddamn mean
And I know you said ‘forgive them for they know not what they do'
But sometimes I think they do
And I think about you
If all the heathens burn in hell, do all their children burn as well?
What about the Muslims and the gays and the unwed mothers?
What about me and all my friends?
Are we all sinners if we sin?
Does it even matter in the end if we're unhappy?
Jesus, Jesus, I'm still looking for answers
Though I know that I won't find them here tonight
But Jesus, Jesus, could you call me if you have the time?
And maybe we could meet for coffee and work it out
And maybe then I'll understand what it's all about
After playing the song, I tried to address the various themes contained within: the fear-driven end times rhetoric, the contradiction of church folk who mistreat others, the big questions of grace and morality. I tried to assure the kids that it's okay for them to be confused; in fact God is often confusing. I encouraged them to find people who will listen to them without judgment. I encouraged them to avoid giving or accepting trite, simplistic answers to questions we've been asking for thousands of years. And I encouraged them, like Noah Gunderson, to invite Jesus over for a cup of coffee. If we seek Him, He told us, we will find Him.